First of all hi everyone! (since i'm new in here) So, i'm sure you've all heard the usual "am i gay?" question, which leads me to think that you might be able to help me! I consider myself to be straight. I've already been involved in straight relationships. The thing is... i love(and i do mean LOVE) to watch gay porn! I thrive on it, i masturbate to it, plus, i even have a secret skype account where i cam with other guys while masturbating... Sometimes i'm alone, i start fantasizing, and there i go, i instantly go watch gay porn! Now, what confuses me is that in the regular day to day basis, when i'm walking down the street, when i'm with friends, when i'm in class, etc etc, never have i found myself checking out other guys, nor do i find that...stimulating... I'm constantly looking at other girls, i also watch straight and lesbian porn, but with gay porn it's different, i love it... Several times i've been on the verge of setting up something with another guy online, so i could try something, namely a bj, but i always chicken out at the last time... So, what exactly am i?
just because you like/love gay porn doesn't mean your gay. it could be the intensity of it. if you don't feel sexually attracted to men only or romantically interested only , i wouldn't say your gay
For a moment I thought this was a game,....sorry to presume LOL I tend to agree That just watching gay porn doesn't make you gay If you are with a guy and "playing" that would qualify It sounds like to me that you are in a trial and error kind of thing to see where you "fit". Most important thing during this time is to be honest with yourself and you will discover what works and what doesn't. You may also want to give yourself some time to absorb what you feel is for you.
Sounds like you might be bi-curious. If you've enjoyed yourself with women, then chances are you aren't gay. You could be bisexual, or you could be straight. Porn is more or less useless in determining sexual orientation, but fantasies can mean something. I would keep doing what feels natural and go from there.
Thank you all for your answers! I thought it might be important to add that when i was young(can't remember how old exactly but between 7 and 10) i did "make out" with a friend of mine(boy) a couple of times... I'm still not sure why do i have these fantasies and urges if i don't find myself atracted to men... It seems it's just a sexual thing...
