i let go of my ex (scarlett for those who know) , I've been hearing the songs she left me when she finally had emailed after no responding for a month....and i hate them ...i cant stand them.....every time i hear them , i skip to the next song and i think its because she told me each song was to tell me what she was trying to say to me....and if you dont know she told me that she wanted me to move on (for my sake , she said) and that it would be best to let go....which i did but i hate the songs. i used to love them.. they were hate me - blue October the scientist - coldplay somewhere only we know - keane holding a heart by a girl named toby and i hate each and every single one because every time i listen to them , it reminds me ....that's what she was telling and i cant ...just , i dont know i did let her go. i gave her my goodbye email and haven't talked in almost a week now.... but it still hurts. i haven't cried. those songs are everywhere now , they are on my iPod so i probably have to get rid of them (i had them before she gave me those songs) what should i do about this?
I guess it's best get rid of them, but would that really help or make it hurt any less? I used to listen to this one song that reminded me of the girl I used to date. If anything, it helped me move on--kinda until I saw her again. I'm not really over her, but I'm trying
it kills me when i listen to them. i hate listening to them and knowing thats what she wanted all along And im sorry
