OMG i am terrified right now, my dad just called me upstairs and found my LGBT movies (not porn)! he's going to kill me if he finds out there mine I lied saying they weren't mines but my mom already knows I'm gay she just denies it, what do i do if my dad confronts me again about them?!?!? My dad is super homophobic and verbally abusive, he'd beat me with a chair if he found out they were mine! and my mom might confront me about them! I'm panicking right now! fkdzvkufdviludfiudfi What am i going to say?
What do you mean by LBGT movies? Like TV shows or things showing how to cope with it? Because you could try to sneak it by as a school project or say that one of your friends is gay and you're trying to better understand where they're coming from so you borrowed some of their movies.
I forgot to mention there rented from Netflix and my mom is already looking at me funny again since she can tell when i lie, i am literally terrified right now, my dad is a scary person.
Yeah, just do the school project or understanding your friend better lie. The school project one could be risky though. If he really does have problems with gays, then he might call the school and demand a conference/the project to be cancelled.
OMG, that must be so scary. Saying that it may be a school project could be very risky, but I think it's the best option at the moment.