Is it just me? Or does everyone have more balls (figuratively of course ) When listening to inspiring songs. I mean I just want to ump up and say "Mom! I'm Gay!" But of course I don't, because...I'm terrifyed. :help:
It's not just you. I always think when I'm reading something or anything like that. And I'm like "okay, I should tell my mom........... but I won't, because I don't wanna deal with the stress it may cause this year.". Because I don't wanna be stressed anymore, and I'm not in college yet, so, I'm waiting until I get into university, and THEN, I can tell. But it's not just you. I'm a chicken as well. Haha. PLUS I'll always think about the whole conversation, what she may say or what she may do. She is not into conflicts, so, I guess she wouldn't argue with me. I actually don't know how my mom would react, but I GUESS she would be okay. But there is no reason to be stressed right now. I don't have a girlfriend, I'm cool. PLUS, I guess she already has a clue.
I usually put Florence and the Machine's No light, No light, on loop an think yeah...it would be cool to just say it. But of course then I remember that it's not just saying it, it's explaining it, and dealing with it, and talking about it, and trying ot figure things out.