I rushed coming out to my friend and asking him if he had mutual feelings for me, i feel like such a total idiot. I was so nervous that i just blurted it out when we were talking about dates and stuff like that. that was last night hes totally shut me out i think i've just ruined everything i feel so horrible. He told me hes not gay but he phones me almost every day, i keep wondering to myself is he in denial like i was. im so cared i feel so alone i need some advice or comfort or anything. PS. he was the first one i ever came out and admitted being gay to.
