At work tonight my co-workers were hanging out after work, and I read outloud from a text from my friend. She texted, "You are such a pussy, just ask her out" and I wrote back "You are what you eat" they laughed, and then the subject turned to how there are no gay people at my school. Did I just come out?
It was just so random and flew out of my mouth without thinking what I was saying! I can't believe they just took it in and laughed, like it was no big deal, and even I thought it was not big deal until they started laughing! Is this a good thing that I'm this comfortable with my sexuality? The only person that knows is my best friend and I came out to her almost three years ago.
Geez, I wish it was that easy to just come out to people.... I have a good chunk of my friends who know, but as to, like, coming out to the school.... Not a great idea for me, considering that there would be ways for my parents to find out that way.
That's pretty much the only reason that I'm in the closet for. I'm a lifegaurd, so there are tons of swimmers and friends that could easily connect with my brothers, and ulltimately my parents. If my father finds out I'm gay, I'm kicked out of the house and my $20,000 in college savings goes to my other siblings. I feel kinda bad for my parents, my sister is going steady with a black male, second daughter is gay.
Why the hell would you feel bad for your parents because their kid is in an inter-racial relationship? :eek:
When you live in white suburbia in Minnesota, and you can count on your fingers the number of blacks at school, it's a huge deal.
