im almost 18 ive admited im gay to myself for 3 years now, ive likes girl since puberty! im ready so ready to just scream it out! but im just so scared, ive taken little steps and this feels like a huge jump, im either going to land on my feel or smash my face falling! ive spent my teenage life pretending to be somthing im not. now i want to go into adulthood being myself!