THis is goint to sound weird... and I don't really know wat I mean, say I'll just throw all my thoughts down... I want to be gay! Yes, weird huh, I've accepted that I'm bi (male pref) but I don't like that, I don't like that I still have a sexual atraction to females, you know, when I'm like, finding umm... pornagraphy... I find that I still "enjoy" the females... and... if it makes sense... I don't want to be bi... I don't want the attraction to females, I want to be gay.... can someone help me? I'm so confused!
You WANT the crap we go through??? Somewhere this doesn't make entire sense to me... Perhaps you're trying to say that you prefer guys and would rather be 100% gay than being bi because sometimes bi people are looked at as not being able to make up their minds (and you know you're not straight)??? I think we need a little more info here. How do you mean the things you said? What do you feel... that kind of stuff..
Well... one main reason... I geuss... would be 'cuz it's harder... like, trying to explain to a friend at the prom that, though my date is a guy, I'm not gay... or having to tell my mother "I'm a bisexual" rather than "I'm gay" most people don't even know 'bi's exist, it took me about twenty minutes to explain to someone at school that I liked both males and females, took 'im about another hour to comprehend it... and another reason is what you said so... yeah.. I think it's just more confusing and hard to be bi... than it is to be gay... and here's the last reason I can think of: I want people to KNOW what I am... and, if I have a girlfriend... they'll think of me as "Normal" and, if a nice guy sees me hanging out with a girl... he might not know that I would have rather have been talking to him.... y'know?