Today I'm coming out to my friend, sister, and brother-in-law. I'm nervous. But I can't wait to get it over with. It will make the reality more real to me when I say out loud to another person. And then I won't be second guessing my behavior all the time. They are all cool with "the gays" so I'm soooo fortunate. I just feel weird having to put a spot light on, well sexuality+me in general. It makes me uncomfortable. But that's probably just residual internalized homophobia from my repressed feelings that I've been ashamed about my whole life:icon_redf... But I know I can do this...deep breaths............:eek: here goes nothin......
Good Luck to you, Swirling. I came out to my husband two days ago, and I was sick to my stomach all day. I know the stress you're talking about. But it will be so much better once you tell them. I promise. Good luck and let us know how it goes. --Zoe
