I am right now 19 year old. I have always assume that I like guy, and I even had a huge crush on a guy for 5 years. But I have kept a secret from all my friends and families. I fantasize about opposite sex except I think of myself as the guy on top. But I do not hate dressing up, in fact I do enjoy shopping dresses and clothes. I never felt a thing when my ex-boyfriend and I were making out. At first, I though that because I was still hung up by the old crushes. Lately, I begin realize that the feeling for the old crush has gone for a long time, but the fantasize about having opposite sex and I am the guy is still on and getting more strong.
i sadly dont have much advice other than to just think about it for yourself because only you can truly determine/realize who you are so yeah that
