So for those of you who have read any of what I've been posting over the course of the past two months, I have finally arrived at a place of peace. Within the last four weeks I have come out to my ex (the father of my child), his brother, my best friends, my sister and my mother. The reactions were dynamic, some even painful but after a decade of dead weight its worth coming up for air. Suddenly, I feel brand new. Thank you all for you support during this time. I have every intention of staying and paying it forward. <3(&&&)