Last night, I got up the courage to finally call my best friend and tell her what was going on with me. I had told you that I told this friend before, but had to say it was a lie because of my parents. So in order to leave no evidence that they could track, I called her and told her my feelings. I am still in a questionable state, not knowing what I am attracted to yet. I told her and now she is okay with it. I am so happy!!