:eusa_clap(gathering attention:lol ok i'll make it as short as possible. during my school times i used to discuss over this issue with a friend who had no idea about it but was overly curious himself lol hence it didn't help much or i'd say, was no help at all:dry:. ok after doing some 'research' on it i realised i was bisexual so i came out to my 3 friends(him included) as a bisexual because according to the bisexual stereotype eligibility i fit in. but soon i realised that i was NOT a bisexual but instead i was gay and by then i had seen like LOTS of gay inspirational videos that i think inspired me to come out to everyone. well by that time i had already opened up as a bisexual to quite a few more friends and they were like,"its okay i think we're all bisexual in some way"(true right?) so i was like hmm:dry:now how do i plot a twist again?lol and how do i make it clear to everyone that i'm gay? i mean i can't just go person to person and tell them that whatever they knew was wrong but actually i'm gay it seems! SO...i took a 'big' step. guess what, i updated it on Fa(ahem) social networking site. well it went exactly as i expected. everyone was like,"YAY BRAVO!!" but ofcourse girls were like,"NOooo!! how could you...?(sob)". but from then on not me but my family and my friends, they were so much bothered by people asking them and confirming if whatever i updated was true afterall. so yeah i did regret updating it:eusa_liar. but whats done is done so i try not to exposs my sexuality every now and then but i'm still being open at the same time by letting those people know who ask i sure faced many problems like almost everyone does but i guess i stood flexible(not literally cause i can't dance, then and now:bang anyways, this might be helpful to some, would you like to know how i came to know that i was gay(from the very beginning)? well, once i was all dressed up leaving for college and then i was just about to take off but then i remembered something.. MIRROR!!:eusa_danc so i was looking at the mirror checking myself out when i caught my thoughts in the act, i was thinking if i'm looking good enough for the GUYS out there not the girls. then i got a flashback, i was never really concerned about the girls, it was the guys i was always concerned and concious about!! then again i got a flashback and realised that since the time i knew porn i've been watching ONLY and ONLY gay videos(well i did watch lesbian porn and it had NO effect:eusa_naug). ok thats pretty much it :sleep: HOPE I INSPIRED SOMEONE?? ok atleast gave some ideas? or atleast wasted your time:tantrum:?