I am happy. I came out to a friend today. I meant to do it in person, next time I was in BsAs... but some things happened and I'm not sure I'm going soon. So we were online and I just told him: 'I wanted to do this in person... but since I'm not sure I'm coming soon, and I don't want to wait to december to do it. Oh, there is no easy way to do it... so... here it goes... I'm gay' he just answered something like: and that changes anything? I was shocked... I didn't know what to expect from him... yet somehow I knew he'd be understanding. I am really happy. I am writing an e-mail to another one of my friends tonight... in hope that he will be understanding as well. I still have my cousin to tell... but I need to tell her in person... I want to be there for her, and I want to see her reaction. I thank balance, for my coming our process has been without problems so far.