After many many months of soul searching, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not straight. I'm going with pansexual with a touch of ace right now. I've been struggling with this issue for so long by myself now and I finally felt like maybe I should just tell someone and see how it felt. So I decided to tell my older brother. Although there was almost no chance of a bad reaction from him (he's trans so he understands how hard it is to deal with), it was still really really scary!! x__x But he said it's going to be alright and he just wants my happiness more than anything and that now we can talk about girls together. And I cried some and he made it better. After the fact though it's like an enormous weight has been lifted. So I'm infinitely grateful that my first time coming out like that went positively.
