Found this i wrote a few years ago a few days before I come out to my friends, thought id share it: A plea to a friend. I close my hands my face is wet are these tears going to be of regret? Who I am? What is it I am? I no longer care I just want out. Out of this life of lies I’m living in out of this pain and sin. I take my first step why am I afraid and ashamed for this the choice I have never ever made. No matter how dashing and flashing they are no man will ever have this part of my heart. I’ve started it, but am I ready? it’s too late to go back in. Some will hate, some will push me to change my ways, but a few will never change and treat me the same. I have now opened the door to the world, Please don’t feed me to the wild This is not my fault and cannot change, do you think I want to be a target of a verbal firing range I’ve tried to change hide away, hate myself for feeling this way. For the past few years I have been fighting on my own, please the last thing I need now is to feel alone. I’m the same girl I was before, I’m just basically not lying to you anymore If our lives were swapped, I know in my heart id stand by you. Having said this, it’s with a plea I will end, Please find it in your heart to keep being my friend. I haven't changed i'm the same I was yesterday So please don’t change because you know i'm gay.
Aww that awesome! You're talented, I'd take years to write this :lol: Did you actually use it or not?
Nicely put AJ2014. I especially like: "I have now opened the door to the world, Please don’t feed me to the wild" I think most (if not all of us) can identify to this. Thank you for sharing! Sebby
