I finally came out to myself, I wish I had had the courage to do it sooner. I can't tell anyone at home, cuz my mother is like devout catholic, if I told her she would probably have aperplexy. It took a really long time to realize because of her teachings and her gerneral attitude towards anything that the Bible call 'abomination'. I really felt like I needed to talk to someone I trusted, but I was so embarrassed because I had always been adamant that I was straight, because it was the only thing I knew, the only thing I had been allowed to know, I was worried that people would judge me because of what I said before. Then, when I finally sucked up the courage to get past that, I came out to my friend in a PM (I would have done it in person but she is half way across the world). She wasa so accepting and understanding. In a few short sentences she made me wonder why I had ever been worried or embarrassed. Now I just feel happy, really, really happy!:icon_bigg(!)
Congratulations ! That was a big step to come out to yourself and an even bigger one to come out to your friend. Take care, Eleanor
YAY!!!! well done, im glad ur friend took the news well hope ur mom will accept u when/if u choose to tell her x