I know I have not been on here in a long time but I feel the need to post what I just did. I am in a college transition summer program for July. One of the resident directors seemed gay... I have good gaydar He was in LGBT groups on facebook. I wrote him a message and explained how I want to come out. It was I guess 2 days until I saw him but it was at some hall meeting. One day passes. Then yesterday I see him at an ice cream social in the lobby. He says to me tomorrow we can talk in my office. I was freaking out all day. Today I see him at pizza party in lobby. I looked kinda sad/tired. He saw me and smiled and I smiled back. He was like are you bored and I was like yes. He was like do you want to come talk in office and I nodded. I was so nervous. So we went to the office. He told me he was gay and he has a boyfriend. He is in charge of the GSA. I am so excited for september for clubs to begin! I told him how my sister is bi and how I am afraid of parents. I told him a little about me. He said he knows it rough. He said most people are not mean here. There are bout 10 people in club. UGH... I hope I find someone my age to talk to. I cant believe I spoke and said something. I have NEVER talked about my feelings like that before. He was sooo nice. I am happy I did it. My emotions are on a roller coaster now. Right after I told him I felt like I was deeper in closet. But now I feel so free and want to tell more people. But I want to tell other lesbians and I dont know any. I want a group of people. September needs to come fast. I can not believe what just happened!!!!! I have more to say to him now. I wanna talk to him one more time before I leave. WOW I DID IIT!
kudos! im planning on attending my GSA at the college im going to. they have about 15 ppl in their group but i dont care. im gonna rock that college!