Long story to get off my chest.

I apologize for the legnth of this post, but this is something I've wanted to express in full detail and had not anyone to tell. If you just want a quick and dirty (mind out of the gutter for a moment, please) version, sorry.

The first person I had to come out to was...myself.

A couple of years ago, I was rabbid about XXX sites, though I was looking up women. However, I came across a site, which I will not name, that had a refrence in the title S did not get. I decided to check it out and was surprised to find the site for shemales (I use that word with delicate care, as I still dont know if anyone is offended by that wording), and was surprised furthermore by the fact that I really enjoyed it. My thought process, in summrization, was this: "What the heck, you like Gals, man, you have to be straight! ...But then, why am I aroused by this?" I was confused for a while untill i found a solution: Bisexuality. When i descovered this, the first thought in my head was "Thats me."

The next year, after quiet descovery on my own, I became open with my freinds and anyone else with the exception of my family. For some reasion, my brother and mother where the most difficult to tell.

I first told my brother with a little help from Conan O' Brian. On the show, they where pokeing fun at President Bush by haveing a picture of his head on a screen, and someone moveing the lips for him to talk. The topic: War in Iraq. However, 'Bush' side-tracked the conversation to Anti-Gay-Marrage laws and Illegal Crossing the Border. The joke was that they would combine into 'Homo-Mexuals'. My brother was cracking up about the joke, and he and I talked a little about it. This joke actuly helped me open myself with it. He was fine with it, and later told me his first thought was "Cool, my brother is bi."

My mother was a bit more difficult. She dosent watch T.V., so I didnt have that to work off of. Instead, she was comenting on how one of her students (she teaches Alcaholic Counsling) had a fling in the class, and I just let it slip on how much it had to be worth to do it in class. (Actuly, we all have the school boy fantisy, so he's really not to blame.) She asked me about my coment, and eventuly I admited myself to her. She said it was fine, but I sometimes doubt she's telling the truth, since she's always trying to make me act 'normal' and has even asked me not to date other guys since I'm too young.

Anyway, thats me out of the closet. I wanna thank you all for reading (if you did), and I'll go ahead and wake up anyone who fell asleep whilist reading this. sleep: )

Nerdtendo, First time here!

 

Well, it kinda makes sence that it opens you up. I mean, it's a step up, right?

And by the way, Yes, I am a Nintendo fan. :eusa_danc So much of it to thank for in my life.

 

Wow, I expected to fit in one way, but I didnt expect to see a bunch of Video Game fans! Thanks for makeing me feel welcome!