I'm going to tell my mom I'm gay in like 30mins.

I've decided I'm gonna tell her. She's gonna go to sleep in a bit. I'm gonna tell her.

 

Holy crap I told her. I almost backed up too! I was laying in her bed with her and tellin her goodnight. Then I asked her if I could talk. She said yes and I didn't say anything. I was so nervous. She thought something was wrong. I told her to guess. After like 20 guess she finally said "are you gay?" in a voice which I knew she was joking. I didn't say anything. She asked again and I mumbled "yes." At first she was quiet then she said "well I still love you". I couldn't believe it. We talked for awhile and she asked me questions like "how old were you when you knew?" and stuff like that. She's worried though cuz her bf is kinda against it but I told her I've been putting up with him for a few years now. Finally I told her goodnight and now I'm in the living room waiting to wake up from this awesome dream. It was amazing. I thought this day would come, years from now! It feels so good! I'm so relieved. I wanna thank everyone on EC forums cuz all the support and coming out stories inspired me and finally gave me that push I needed. Thank you guys! =D I wanna jump up and down on my couch. Lmao greatest day ever! (!)

 

I'm so excited! I can't wipe this stupid smile off my face! Lmao it feels like a 1,000,000 pound weight has been lifted from my shoulders! Seriously guys thank you so much! I know I wouldn't have been able to do it without EC! I hope this forum inspires someone one day! (!) (!) (!)

 

Thanks! My mom just got up and left to work. It was kinda akward but I still feel good I did it! We didn't know what to say.lol I think once it settles in, we will be back to normal.