drunk coming out

so. i'm currently drunk.

tonight i went out down town with some of my girl friends, for a girls' night out. well, we were bar hopping, and the last bar we went to, there was this uber butch lesbian. like so butch that i thought she as a boy. however, she was a girl, and yeah. she was hanging out with my and my friends. first she bought me and my friend, elly, a shot. which was totally cool.

then we went to the dance floor, and i totally danced with her, infront of my friends. and then my friends split up. so then i found her again (totes don't knwo what her name is) and danced with her. AND MADE OUT WITH HER. and she bought me a drink. then my friends were leaving, and so i had to go with them. the girl wanted me to go back to her place with her. and i was like uhhh no, i have to go with my friends, they are my ride home.

so, we went to jack in the box (where one of my friend's bf was picking us up) one of my friends asked if i made out with said girl. i said yes. and then one girl asked if that made me a lesbian and i said yes. and they were like really??? and i was like yesss. and then i explained that i liked cute, girlie girls. and such.

it was such a chill conversation. it was awesome!!!!!!


oh, and i'm still drunk. and so happy

 

Oh, that took me quite a while to type, I kept having to delete things and rewrite them.



But yeah, I felt very liberated. Like, I don't have to pretend I'm something I'm not (at least in front of these particular friends).

It was funny, one of my friends was like, so you like vagina? and I was like yes. and not the penis? and i made an ewww face. They all laughed. haha.

 

So I hung out with two of those girls tonight, and that topic kinda didn't come up.

One of my friends was like, did you take that girl's number on Saturday? And I was like nope. And then the conversation went elsewhere.

I'm not one to talk about my feelings, so I guess if they ever want to talk about it, or whatnot, they need to bring it up.