I just sent a Facebook message to my friend Eden just kinda starting to come out to her. It went like this: "So, remember about a month ago I said that I liked someone but I couldn't tell you who because I was getting over them? Well, that wasn't exactly the full truth, and I think I should tell you the truth now instead of never. One reason I couldn't tell you is because you know them. Another reason is that they're in the message.* A third is that its probably not who you think it would be in the message... If you take away the one person you would most likely think it was, think about what that leaves. Message me back, and please don't let anyone see this? Thank you." *By message, I was referring to this message we have going with about ten of us, only one guy, to keep in touch since we barely see each other in school. She just responded "I don't keep up with the message much anymore, who is it?" Me: Well... its not really about who it is that much. I don't like them anymore its just... I'm not exactly... straight? <.< And if you look at who's in the message there's Dylan... and then there's all the other girls. Hehe. >.> So yeah. And then she told me that she could already tell. I'm so relieved that I told her, because I really hate lying to her because we've been really close since the beginning of the year. Now I'm just wondering how she knew...
Lol, I think that us closeted gay people are a tad more obvious than we'd like to believe. People can sometimes just tell when you become comfortable with yourself. They'll notice you putting your guard down because they're used to you having your guard up, trying to hide something.