I came out to my friend just now. Well sort of. I wrote her a message on a blogging site. I had wanted to tell her in person, but it wasnt going to happen anytime soon. Im not sure how she will react yet, I dont think she is online at the moment. So I dont really know how to feel. I certainly feel excited. My heart is racing, and my hands shook as I wrote the message. I had the cursor hovering over 'send' for about 5 minutes. I hope all goes well and she gets the message. She is a very close friend so I'm sure she will react well. Im not sure if I was entirely ready yet, but I bit the bullet anyway. It really does feel good. :icon_bigg:icon_bigg:icon_bigg
Its a bit annoying actually. Its an image hosting website, and she is really popular on it, and a really good artist. And she just gets swamped with requests and things. So she has disabled her online marker so that people wont know when she is online. But I hope its soon.
yeah. it really got me down the first time it happened like that for me. i'd just finally decided on msn, and it was exactly when she should have been on, since she always comes on at that time. but of corse she wasn't and i had to wait an entire day, by which time i'd almost changed my mind. sounds stupid, but the coming out thing was seriously scaring me
Still waiting... Oh god, I just realised I said 'full blown, flaming homosexual' :eusa_doh: Ah well, whats done is done.
Yeeee. She responded, it went well. It went along the lines of 'Wow! Thats unexpected, and I'm happy you feel safe enough to talk to me about it. Aww [ME]! Thats awesome. If you wanna talk heres my number. Ill keep your secret, dont worry!' So yeah, I think it went fairly well. :icon_bigg
