okay so i told 4 people yesterday. I told them all through text because one i havent seen since we graduated from HS which was in June, the other ones i see rarely at college. Anyways for the first person i told she is one of my closests friends. When i told her she was surprised. And told me that she was glad i told her and she was okay with it. the second person was this girl that i met last year. She is a friend but im not as close to her though. I told her and all she said was okay thats cool. She didnt care. which i liked but i was wishing for more, oh well. the third was Another of my closest friends. I found it funny how she reacted. this is how it went Me:So i have a secret to tell you... im gay J: really? lol Me: yes, idk why you laugh, J:if you are serious then i support you, but if you r fucking around then screw you!! Me: :lol: oh gosh, im serious!! J:are you gay as in u like guys or gay as in you are happy? Me::bang: Gay as in i dig guys, wow i thought this was going to be faster. J: oh okay then, well thats cool Me:i hope this changes nothing, J: of course not silly... get on skype! Me: um okay..ill see you there Jeace i loved how she made me laugh and took away the nervousness. haha. Ok and the last person i didnt really tell. If you read my other post i kept talking about this guy, H, Anyways he kept asking another friend if I was gay. At first i told her not to tell him, but then i decided she should tell him. He didnt care he just wanted to know. So then my friend asked him if she could give me his number, which i didnt really want, and he responded by saying "its cool, but im not into guys." so i told her to tell him "" dont worry, im not into you" and done.. haha. I felt so happy yesterday, i told 2 of my closest friends that i wish i wouldve started with, but im just glad i told them. Now i got to keep on coming out....(!)(!)(!)
