I will be 30 in April and still confused but... When I was 17 I came out to my older cousin (she was cool with it) When I went away to college in 99 I feel in love with my RA not sure if it was lust or just pure love for her for helping me adjust to college 2 years later I told my quad mates..I even told one of them I had a crush on her. they were shocked they didn't know what to do so they told there other friends..I also had a crush on one of their friends who played soccer. in 2002...I had a thing for someone at work. I told one of my supervisors (I think) he was also gay. my 2nd college in 04 I join the GLBT student club...but didn't really label myself and none of my classmates knew. along that year or so one day I was really upset and crying at home, I told my mom I think i was gay..or bisexual...and she said..well which one... later on my older cousin, I told her siblings. These are my cousins cousins. I am not close to my first cousins to tell them ANYTHING about my life. When I had my first and only (sad about the only part) had my girlfriend I told on of the cousins and she was supportive. In the past year or two..I been receiving mental health services for my depression/anxiety and I "feel for" 2 of my providers... NOW-----I have a new therapist who I sorta told her my confusion b/c I still am. I also told her that I thin she is gay....SHE meets the stereotypes...its JUST SOOO OBIVOUS!!!!! so that is a hard time for me to have a therapist that I am pretty sure is gay. and that's why I am here...continuing:dry::dry::dry: my path...but now a days I have sexual fanaities of both sexes.
Wow.... its all so difficult isnt it? Well i wish you the best of lucks of figurering out your path. Because know one knows more than you unfourtunatly (would have been nice if we could get a handbook or something). Lol, but if you want to talk more about comming out we most defenitly can! \(^_^)/
