Unexpected outing. (my story of a long successful day)

Today had been a long day and im not sure how i feel about it. Its not a diaster but i fee linda sick and excited and stressed all at once so Im just gonna start from square one.

Yesterday, my brother was really mean to me and i just wanst feeling to ok about it ontop of a lot of othe stressfulthings going on like home, and college, and school, so i wanted to make an apoint ment with MrsC, the social worker(whos will form now on just be known as C). So i left economics just to make an appointment, and she said her apointment had cancled and that i should just come in now. So i was all "sure why not"

[paper person] 5:18 pm:
reasons "you're questioning your sexuality, Youre pregnant" "Im prettty sure im not pregnan LOL" "you got some one pregnant" "noooooooooooo" she gives
me this look "......you questioning your sexual orientation arnet you?" "...............0_0....................................................................yesssssss" *souble face
palm*
"thats what i thought "
"oh god oh god its just.......oh god and i know and its difficult, and bluh bluh i was jut babling at this point"
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and she all reasuring and telling me its ok and how her sister is happily gay married and her staright son is and ally, and im telling her im ok with it and i wasnt and about the summer and how it was dark and about EC a little and how im more or less ok with it and its not something i want to change and im shaking and laughing and sweating and i feel like im gonne be sick, (still do) and she keeps telling me its ok and im like i know.
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and she asks if any one knows, and im like no, and she ask if my parents would be ok with it and im like idk probs, and mom#2 might
already know, (infact her and my brother just made a closet joke and my expence not 5 min ago) and how i figrued out over the summer on my trip and where it all began and how flirty my freinds are and how im going to pride works and just ALOT.
and im shaking harder and laughing and hiding my face and stressed and i feel like im breaking
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i could have gone on and then we realize i have to go to class but i cnat stop shaking so ive been like streessed and jittery almost all
day until i got home and i like passed out and now im back to the shakes again.
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and now i have this stress heart ball and its being destoryed and i think i left all my classes at least once to either go outside or kick bathroom walls and almost break down.

But im alive and im still feel like im tearing and its exciting and scary and just a lot of feelings and i feel as if my whole self is just tearing apaprt, but kinda like shedding a new skin sorta and im just confued but most of all stressed.


And Im going to see her for 15 min tomorrow and for a full session friday after pride works on thursday and Im destoying this stress heart


And Yeah...... its been a long LONG day.