Hey, I am the treasure of christian fellowship. We are really close a family. Some of us are Baptist, Pentecostal, Methodist and Presbyterian. I am not out. I wrote a post previously about have a large family (68 cousins, 10 aunt & uncles etc.) Anyways, I joined EC during Jan. After I came out to one of my aunts. She said she still loves me etc not the act. I meet this amazing girl 10 months ago we kissed for the first time during Christmas break. I am in love with her! Worried returning to college, I came out to two of my friends and they were chill. Not judgmental. I am the treasure and the I had a conversation with the secretary of EC. She was chill, and understanding. Not supportive but understanding. I opened her eyes. She would like to meet her she is cool. We are a family. She asked if I wanted to come out to christian fellowship. I am not sure. Some people are okay with it but I am afraid we might loose people in the club. It's important I love them and everyone too. Should I? What should I do? I don't feel ashamed or embarrassed. We have come to understand no one is perfect and we should not judge anyone. So even ground. Advice? If I come out they will still love me and they care for me we are a family. I won't loose my position we care for one another. IDK! I feel like I might be easier and less of a liar. What to do?
