i know my friends know (and my mom probably knows), but sometimes i still feel like i'm keeping a secret from everyone. anyway, last night my friends and i went to a club and on the way home we were talking about my one friend's cousin who actually lives down my street; he has a crush on me. he gave me his number and i told him sorry but i'm not going to use it. then in the car last night my friends said that they had informed him that i'm a lesbian. it really made me feel so much better, i was actually surprised by how i suddenly felt a thousand times more comfortable. i didn't even realize how much this weighs on my mind!
