hey! it happened! someone i met through a friend at college, just now on fb, they flirted hard and asked me why not? i told them i am transgender! then i had to try to explain what that is, and they kept thinking means gay, and i had to keep explaining. i also said to look up online too. i know they will keep my secret from our mutual friend, and they said they feel honored i came out to them 1st. now i have a closer friendship, not lose anything! yeaaaa! i may not be openly trans, but i admitted i am not straight 1st time, and it was both dangerous and freeing. i think i am on correct path. i hope it gets better. explaining why i want different genitals is kinda weird.
thanks both of you for thumbs up and promise it will get better. I slept well last night and feel happier today.
Thats awesome!! Congrats!! From here things will def. start to get better for you!! Take care and enjoy your life now!!
thanks for the support! guess what? yesterday the person who i came out to, i got them to read a little on gender identity and dysphoria, we talked about a lot of other things, i begged them to think of me as the gender i feel i am. i knew they had liked me because of how my current body looks, it is weird to have a good looking body and face and feel so wrong. so i sent an altered picture of myself looking the opposite sex, photshop etc. i told them my new name and emailed with that email. after that and talking more about how i can or can't be intimate, i really became so turned on. i told them i was trying not to like them, they live in california. they said now they are actually starting to think of me as opposite sex, and used my name. i think they are telling the truth. i think i got a crush, and they on me too. but for first time i am allowing myself the feelings. i slept so good knowing someone knows the real me, and loves me just as weird as i am. oh that feels good.
That's fantastic !!!!! And from here everything will only get better!! Super congrats! Keep it up!! :eusa_clap (*hug*)
