So On our 5th year anniversary in las Vegas nv I told my my secret. I told my wife a secret I have been hiding since I was around eleven years old. I am attracted to men and women. I have been hiding this secret forever and could no longer hide it anymore. I always acted real macho like and was always angry she never understood why. I felt I could never express who I was without letting out the truth. I have stepped out of my closet (my prison) finally free from my sentence. I was scared she would not accept me for who I truly am, she has accepted and would like to explore the world with me. I am so much happier now and everyday it just keeps getting better. (*hug*)