I'm being forced to come out to my parents cuz a cop said so

Omfg!!!!!!

I REALLY need your support, guys.

So tonight started out as a fun ass night with me and my gay friend Justin and my girl Haley. Eventually, we all get horny as hell and had nowhere to go, so we wanted to go somewhere dark. We found some random ass place that Justin and Haley knew about and I had no idea about.

Yadda yadda yadda, we all messed around, and I'm gonna be blunt and honest, Justin sucked my dick and me and Haley made out and idk what else happened, but it was gettin hot and heavy in that car. (Sorry if that was too much info for you guys)

But I saw some lights come from behind us. I said "Wtf was that" and they both said "Don't worry, it's just the road"

5 minutes later, a bright ass light comes up. We hurry up and put our clothes on, and I'm not fully dressed just yet, and Justin (like an asshole), opens up the door and goes over to the cop, and the cop can fuckin SEE ME putting all my clothes on and whatever else. He tells us to get out of the car. I reach for my shoes and there's a bottle beside my shoe and the says "DON'T YOU FUCKIN TOUCH THAT BOTTLE, BOY!" I was like ":tears: I'm just getting my shoe!" (but I didn't really cry, cuz I'm a bad ass motherfuckin bitch) and he asked Haley what happened, and she said "Idk" and he goes "....You know" and he asked Justin what happened and Justin said "We were all messin around" and he didn't ask me a damn thing but for my identification. He asked for our numbers, and he called the numbers we gave, but they were OUR cell phone numbers, and we're sitting there thinkin "who the hell is calling us right now from this random number" and he comes back and says "Uh....nice try. What's your HOME number?"

Well...my parents weren't home (thank god). BUT, this dude gives me his card and says "Make sure your parents call me, or I'll be calling them" and I was like "...for what? To tell them that were trespassing?" he said "Yeah.....AND, what was goin on with you two guys" and I just kinda closed my eyes and tears came out then (so I lied earlier, I do cry, despite being a bad ass motherfuckin bitch) and I was like "....why?" he said "Let's put it this way. If you two were MY boys, I'd want to be notified about this stuff"

so idk. I'm being forced to come out because a closed minded cop caught us. Idk wtf to do.

 

Forgot to say this...

I was worried and confused about what to do, so I called my sister and told her. So yeah, I came out to my sister. She didn't give a fuck, I felt like I was talking to her the same way I always did and she didn't treat me any differently, which makes me feel so-damn-good.

But my parents....now that'll be a hard one.

 

It IS the scariest thing in the world! lol. I thought I was scared of bats. Psh. No. I even thought I was scared of the Japenese Hornets that shoot out acid into your eyes and the pheremone in the acid calls other hornets out and they sting you until your dead. Hell no, coming out to my parents feels so much worse right now.

I will SERIOUSLY regret saying that when I go to Japan and die cuz hornets attacked me.

 

Well thanks a whole lot, guys. It helps.

But here's what I think I'm gonna do. I gave my sister the cops number, and she said she'll call him and talk to him and if he won't give in to not snitching to my parents, she'll ask him to at least wait until the weekends over to give me time to tell my parents what happened.

Which I think Suede7 up there was kinda right, I should just come out to my parents. I wasn't sure if I'd come out this year or not. So. I might. And if word gets around school, (idk how that'd happen) I just might say "Yeah...That did happen. If you don't like it, I suggest you walk away before you say somethin you'll regret, and if you still wanna be my friend, that's the best news I've heard all day"

Soo....whatever the hell happens, wish me luck, cuz I need it.

 

Well. Here's what happened.

I woke up this morning, and my mom was sitting on the couch, and said "Hey" I said "Hi" and kinda stood around, lookin stupid, and she goes "What did you do last night?" and I said "Went out" she goes "Oh" and I said ".....Speaking of last night" she put her book down and said "Hmmm? :icon_bigg " I said "...We hung out :eusa_liar " and she said "And?" and I said "Idk how to say it" she goes "Did you get drunk?" i said "No, I don't drink" she said "I'm proud of you" I said "...mhm." she goes "You lose your virginitiy?" I said "No" (she doesn't know I lost my virginity like, 2 or 3 months ago) and she said "Well what did you do?!?" and I said "It involves the police" and she looked at me for a minute. And I said "Yeah. Here." and handed her the number that the cop gave me and she laughed, and I said "To tell you why you have to talk to him, I have to tell you everything. I'm bi, and I was messin around with a guy and girl at the same time and a cop caught us" and I said it really fast, and she said she already knew because mothers know these things, and she ended up acting like nothing was wrong. She kept changing the subject, and acted all hyper, and when I got home from work, she just sat on the couch, looking like she was dying from a sickness, and I said "Hi! :icon_bigg " and she goes ".....hey.....:eusa_snoo " and I said "You ok?" and she knew I meant "is she ok with me being bi" and she said "I'm ok....I'm....'living'" and I go "....Well, that means bad" and she goes "Does it?" I said ":dry: ....Yes?" and she goes "....Hm." and kept reading her book. So of course instead of feeling bad, (which I have NO reason to), and here I am.

In the end, while I was at work, I asked my sister to tell my dad, and she did, and my sister in Florida also knows and she was really supportive and she doesn't care at all. I wish my sister lived here, it'd be easier for me to live. My dad told them he wasn't like, "upset", but he wanted to talk to me about it to see if I'd ever come out to him if the cop situation never happened. I've been home from work for 2 hours, and we haven't talked at all, I haven't even seen him, and he's right downstairs. :tears: