Because Heatqueen is being scarey over MSN.... I have decided to post! *Cheesy theme starts* A long long time ago, in a place far far away... yes once again I am going into the demented maze that is my mind!!! Back, WAY back all the way in, hmm, 6th grade, I had a good bunch of friends, unpopular, but actually good friends, Ash was one of them (My girlfriend,) We had always hung out, we had always been friends, but one day I started becoming, I don't know, a little popular, and quickly, but unknowingly I was sucked into the Preppy, whiney, but popular group (I deleted the last description!) and eventually, I had ceased all contact from all my old friends, including Ash. life was going my way, I had popular friends, I was popular, but then somewhere out of no where, A hand of destruction arose my way (as you can see I am trying to be as cheesy as possible) and it happened, I had some how, developed a crush on a girl, and it seemed that the more I denied it, the more it became clearer that it was true, now I am in SEC for a very good reason, I am horrible at hiding things, I used to cry easy, and I have horrible people skills, and my insanity doesn't help much either, well anyways, those are the correct chemical ingrediants for, destruction, and mayhem, on a small scale (approcimately 12,000 square feet.) pretty soon, I had fallen into the dephts of obsession, this girl had me wrapped around her finger, she would say jump, and I would say 'How High?' one day, Ash came to me, and told me of my changes, and how I wasn't me anymore, and I was blind, I kept on my path of obsession for about, hmm, two, maybe three more days, until I had told the girl I was pining over, about my feelings, and she acted like she was okay with it, now my old crush was working for the school paper, and like I said that should have been against school rules, but it wasn't *waves fist!* and guess who's face was in the school paper the very next week? tada! I figure I should add the whole story, and a slight explanation, It was weird I have no idea, why I did it, why I developed that crush, but all I know is, is that she was my first ACTUAL crush, not some elementary school thing, well anyways, after that had happened, I had gotten called to the office and got taken home by my parents and was 'Talked To' *scoffs* yeah, talk, Catholic parents, and a entire legion of homophobic uncles, and aunts oh and 2 incestial cousins (and What in the heck is up with that!! I mean they attack me yet leave my 2 cousins alone!) yeah, talked... well anyways, like any girl that was a B**** I had started being depressed, and started acting all gloomy, for about a week and a half, until the last thing I expected to happen, Ash came to my house and actually talked to my, non-hostile, the last thing I had expected to happen, I mean it was the weirdest feeling, losing all of your friends, yet, being truly happy, a truly odd, yet good thing, well, I am glad it happened, because other wise, I probally wouldn't be the way I am today, in love, and staying that way, I probaly gave you more info than wanted but so what? Order Of Mertuary Please note... This was a cut and paste job from another forum!
well....i can most certainly say that it is nice to have a very full background welcome to EC! although, i am very sorry about your family. and did u say u have two incestial cousins?
Incest...an all to familiar topic on my dad's side of the family. Lets just say I am fortunate to have ten fingers and ten toes, no more or less.
