yay!!! I did it again! Im too excited to type, so Il just post what I said in my thread at the Support and advise section : Living in the waiting for the knowing... So I did it. I finally told my friend (shes a girl) that Im gay. Lets call her Carly so Its easy. I typed out a big email, explaining the situation. Its 11:00 here, so she'll probably not see it 'til tomorrow. I know her password tho, so I can delete it lol but I wont. its weird, surreal, I dont have the "comming out high" yet. Im sure it will come when i see her soon (hopefully tomorrow). I told her we'll go for a walk, Hopefully she will agree. Now its just living in the waiting for the knowing. bring on the lulling songs and lets all curl up with a good book while I wait. Il keep you posted. --------------------------------------------------------- It was great! She was at my house for 2 seconds today to drop something off. She especially went out of her way to come to say she got my email and that everything was fine. "Everythings cool." She even deleted it like I asked. (I checked ) I have her password because she often goes on msn at my house and its an easy pw, she knows mine too. Theres nothing on there that we wouldnt want eachother to see anyway. There were other people there, so we couldnt talk, but shes probably coming over soon. We will talk, and hopefully she'll be my 'he's hot' friend. FINALLY. someone I can say stuff like that too. Too bad summers over and we wont get to go to our local amusement park to check out all the hot guys together, lol. Next year were both working there, so we'll see them all! Suburbs- I like being abused like that, Its fun! Clothes shopping is fun. Almost everything my mom wears was picked out by me. We're tight. Im so happy shes okay. I didnt think shed be a problem, But Im glad she's not. YAY ME!!! ----------------------------------- So there it is. I cant wait to talk to her. She's really great.
