i told all my friends between mon. and today! most went well. 2 were not surprised lol. and then one of my friends (the one that it didnt go well) although she says she doesnt care but then said stuff thats really been bothering me: feda: so what made you turn gay? me: whatd you mean nothing made me "turn" gay.. feda: like did someone tell you to? (this one didnt make any sense at all) me:um no noone "told me to be gay" (thinking "WTF?") feda: but i mean why did you turn gay what made you become gay? me: im sorry but i still dont understand your question..? feda: im sorry im not trying to offend you or anything i just dont understand.. like, did your relationships with guys just not work out so you decided to like girls? me: no... (starting to look pissed..) feda: cause one of my other friends a few years ago said she was bi and she went out with girls and boys and i saw her kiss girls and stuff and i thought that was disgusting cause i could never see MYSELF kissing a girl.. you'd never do that right? kiss a girl? me: well if i had a gf then yes probably..? you realize thats sorta what being a lesbian means....? feda: oh.. ok........... like the whole time whenever i saw her i was afraid she liked me and thats just gross im not like that! i was scared shed try to hit on me or something and i was like no way i dont go like that. but then last year she became strait again so she doesnt do that anymore. maybe you will too. me: (no.. fucking.. comment) feda: (walks out of the lunch room) during this my other friends at my table were sticking up for me but she was being all homophobic and stuff and it was pissing me off. i dont think she meant to do that but i mean seriously? ugh idk what to do about her. another friend of mine that i told who is bi and whom i have a huge crush on wouldnt let up untill i told her who was the 1st gir i liked or who i like now and i finally gave in and told her and turns out she likes me to!! were not going out right nw bt im hopeful anyways im almost totally out now and planning to tell my mom over break at some point. wish me luck guys!!!
Sounds like Feda is a bit of an idiot - hopefully she'll realise she's being irrational. Good luck with your mom
