In my thread Number 5... I explained how I told my really good friend Carly. On a walk before I told her, I started leading up to it... I asked her if she was good at keeping secrets.. if she had secrets.. if I could tell her a secret of mine. She was interested.. she told me she would tell me a secret of hers if I told her mine... to make me more comfortable. I told her mine.. she was great about it.. but our "post coming out walk" kept getting pushed back... and it had been so long since I we'd seen eachother that things weren't quite as open as before.. I had the feeling she didnt want me to ask her to tell me her secret.. and our walk ended.. So over msn I brought it up.. she told me she would tell me the next time we were together.. this was at school, a few days ago. She revealed to me that she had been dealing with an eating disorder in the previous years. And that it was over. Now we haven't had a chance to talk about all of our secrets yet, but it will happen soon.. and I feel closer to her than I have to anyone ever before. My best friend and I had a big falling out.. and Id have to say that truely.. my best friend is Carly. I love you. Thanks for being there.
