i came out to a religious friend

okay so i decided to come out to her because well....i don't know , i just wanted to ....and well we were writing notes to each other and this is how it went , she was talking about this guy she apparently loved and so i told her i understand because i loved a girl as well
(my ex scarlett)

but that i never talk about it with people because i don't think they will understand or believe me and so then after she read that , she slammed the paper down and was laughing but she always does this , she never takes anything seriously so then she was like

"so your gay?" "how did that happen?" and so i wrote her this

let me explain -

last year , sophomore year i had a crush om Katie , i began to question my sexuality and i started to question my sexuality and i started to remember other girls i had crushes on so then i went into denial. i kept saying it was a phase and i was straight but my feelings for girls didn't go away then on may 13th , i met that girl so only a week ago i kind of accepted im not straight.

As for i am a lesbian....i'm figuring it out but right now i'm leaning towards girls

and whether or not you think it's a choice or not , it's not....i promise you , it's not


and she wrote back saying

well , i cannot stand gayness but i mean , i guess that's you or just people

then she said "what's happening to the world?" and i asked her what was she talking about and she wrote this

everyone's turning gay , where are all the straight people?

finally she went on about "why would she do that?" <----- she was talking about katie here and i told her she didn't do anything , that i developed natural feelings for her


then when i asked her if she had any questions , she avoided it .....she kept going on and on about the guy she loved and completely ignored me so

yeah.....i didn't expect anything surprising but i wanted to see where it went i gues...

i was hesitant on telling her but thought "hell , why not?"

i was calm about everything , i didn't yell at her.
i was too happy to care

 

thank you

 

yeah thank you everyone