So yesterday I spent the day with my best friend. I spent the whole time contemplating if I should give her this letter I wrote her or not. I'm a huge coward when it comes to things like this so I was tempted not to. But at the very last second, before I left, I grew a pair and I pulled her off to the side. I handed her the letter and told her to read it in private because it was personal. When I got home I found a text from her saying she didn't care how identified, I was still her best friend and she was there for me. I told her how much I appreciated that and the conversation lasted no longer than five minutes before we moved on with other things. I'm so happy right now.(!) That was such a heavy burden that was wearing me down.
Basically the letter said how I wanted to tell her for a while now that I was trans* and I identify as male. But thanks guys! <3