I just finally came out to myself about my true gender! I now accept myself as a female and not a male, however the thought right now of changing my body to match my mind will not happen. I first want to get used to the fact that I am a woman, and need to learn to adjust to that first. I am a little nervous, and I have a long road ahead of me. First to actually know I am a woman, but seen as a man from the outside is the first step. I happen to like my body as it is as well, so that I have to come to terms with both. A happy note, though, I would like to share. I got up this morning and went to the bathroom 'sitting down' instead of standing and it felt so wonderful! When I was done, I even did what women do after they go number one, and that is use toilet paper. However, I am a long way from using the women's room yet in public, but using the man's urinal is a thing of the past. Women sit down and by golly this girl is going to do that!:smilewave
Well for starters, I want to say congratulations. However generally speaking, there isn't anything wrong about what I assume is according to your description -- transgender/transsexual. Forcing ourselves to accept something we know will grant us pain is unnecessary...though I'm not saying this applies to you. As long as your happy with coming to terms with yourself biologically, then that's fantastic!
Thank you all so much! I finally feel most wonderful and now I look forward to what tomorrow will bring.
