A couple of weeks ago I called my mom I was talking to her about my day and stuff when all the sudden I said theres someting I need to tell you I been hiding this for many years then I chickend out and said I was just teasing you
This is pretty self-explanatory. You almost did it. It took guts, and you were almost there. Think of it as a practice run. Next time you're in the same situation, you'll do it? Even so, just because you brought it up, it's likely your mom has some inkling of an idea. No son/daughter would tell their parent something like that, only to brush it off, over something trivial. Maybe a massive IRL troll would, though? Don't get down on this. Perhaps you weren't fully ready, and if so, these forums can help you come to terms with yourself and your situation even better than just doing it all alone.
what should I do next ? ---------- Post added 28th Mar 2013 at 08:41 AM ---------- I mean my mom is a leasbian that should make it easy but its not