I did it !!!

Ok well today was absolutly a day to remeber.
I had a great lacrosse game , our team won again, and everything was good
A few of my friends and I after the game walked around town, ate lunch at chipolte and just had fun.
Once everyone started to go, my best friend Michelle, asked me if i wanted to come over to her place. We went out on her trampoline , and this is where it all began....

We talked about everything, life and everything best friends share between each other.
We started to talk about like worst time of our lives and she said This Winter, all cause like her boyfriend and stuff and then we started to talk about like who I thought was hot and not.

She was going through like every girl in the school, I was just like "ehhh", "not really" and so on,
Then she said the line " Brad , do you think any girls at Thoreau are hot???"

---And then it happened, the first time I had truly expirience whats called in Mean Girls, Word Vomit----

I turned my head and looked around then i looked back at her, trying to think of something to change the subject.

"Im gay"

It just happened, I wasnt ready to tell her but it just happened. I got the worst shiver down my spine, waiting for her reaction and not knowing what in the world she would say.

"REALLY? really really? for real?"

After I convinced her, i truly felt like i had a best friend,
The conversation wasnt awkward at all.
If that was the time I expirience Word Vomit about such a sensitive subject of mine, Im happy that it was with her.

So there, out status changed, from "not out at all" to a better "1 person"
and Thanks empty closets for ...everything.

 

congrats

 

(!) Congratulations. It's good that you and your best friend are much closer after this experience. (!)

 

good job! it will get easier as you keep doing it..or alteast so iv heard...i think it will be harder to tell straight guy friends thou...i still havent as of yet...GOOD JOB THOU! thats awesome you could connect with her on that level!


btw...i saw your gallery...what island was that picture taken of you with those 2 cruise ships? cause i was actually on a cruise over christmass of 07...and that larger boat looks like the royal carribean ship i was on...:lol:

 

Woooo well done

glad it all went well and congrats