So I finally came out to my best friend. I wrote him a letter and emailed it to him just now. I posted the letter awhile ago. Waiting for a response... I cannot believe I did this. =/ so nervous
(!):eusa_clap:eusa_clap I'm happy for you! That's a scary thing to do. it's also very freeing. If you don't hear from him in a few days I would contact him to follow up,
Alright so now that I am not drunk anymore and scared shitless... If any one remembers my plan was to come out to him at Pride. It turns out he invited a bunch of other people and so I knew I had to tell him another way and figured this would be the best approach. Luckily everything I had written and proof read a million times was done so sober so I was able to bit the bullet while drunk. I then texted him that he had a really important email to read... About 5 minutes later he called me like twice and I couldn't pick up. So he sent me 4 super awesome supportive texts and got me to pick up. I cried on the phone for like an hour and all I got from him was complete acceptance and love. It was the most amazing thing ever. I've spent so long imagining all these worst possible scenarios and have been humbled my a truly amazing friend. A friend that now I know will be at my side forever no matter what as is absolutely going to keep my secret. I honestly still cannot believe I told him... Idk if its really set in yet. But IM OUT and have a great amount of support from my first. woooo Thanks everyone I could have never done it without all the support I found on here. I never thought I would ever make a post that would warrant a dancing banana but... (!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)
Feels great, doesn't it? This definitely warrants a dancing banana, or a lot of them! (!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)
I know how it feels. I felt like I was going to be sick whenever I'd come out to someone. But CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!! (!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)