As you may be aware, English writer Oscar Wilde was gay (he even got arrested for it). With a few of his friends, he wrote a novel called "Teleny" which was only published underground. The Victorian era would've never allowed it It's basically classy gay erotica. Quite explicit but in a totally classy and original way. If you like erotica and good literature, this will be up your ally. I just finished it and it's so good Your library maybe has it or you can request it.