right now i am sitting here going insane !!! i miss my babies so much it hurts but i am so scared that they are going to end up just like i did when i was little n when they get older they are going to shelter themselves..just like me...most the time i feel like a failure as a mother...i feel useless when i am being their mommy . i just feel most the time i am just using up a space on earth that could be used for someone else more sucessfull than me :bang:
