i do, but i was to get one the rela would have to be very discreet. i can't even tell if any of my 'locals' are not straight. I have suspicions but if i asked them i don't know how they'd react and i'd rather be same than sorry.
You're better off just waiting until you find the right guy. Don't go looking for one - you'll only wind up with loads of drama and wasted time. I was your age when I found the person I'm still with; don't lose hope. I know the desire too - but honestly, you have other things (like school/work) that you should worry about. A boyfriend will come. You may think it won't, but it will.
And, with respect to TJ's advice, when you do find a boyfriend, being out of the closet will be a tremendous help
