Well... Tonight I was talking to a guy I'm trying to get closer to. He started mentioning girls and how he was talking to this girl about going on a date with her. (I still have a high suspicion that he isn't 100% straight. He is extremely... touchy-feely towards me.) Anyways... I just became really jealous and started thinking really bad thoughts. Like... I'll never find anyone because they will always be going for someone else. It just makes me feel lonely. Sorry... I just thought I should get this off my chest. Thanks for reading. Kael~
You are cute, and you'll definitely find someone who will fall for you over others. I have crushes on guys that appear to be straight, and I don't even get jealous at the girls they pursue, just envious and a little dejected. I think one thing to keep in mind is to try to cast a wide net in terms of looking for guys who might be interested in you; being bi means you'll have to filter through a lot of guys to find a match.
sometimes we fall for people that are unattainable for whatever reason (maybe you think he may not be 100% straight because you want to believe it.) just keep looking, don't limit yourself. i believe there is someone for everyone.