My ex and I have been through a lot with each other. Before she left for college she told me we couldn't talk right now. We had been so close for a while. But when she got a new gf, that girl didn't want her around me. She said it was because I'm her ex but I think it had to do with more than that. Probably because I did everything for her and took care of her so she must have talked about me a lot. Well her gf not wanting me caused a major argument between me and my ex, who i had considered a close friend. The year apart made it easier for her to move on and her multiple gfs kept her distracted. So when i tried to rebuild our friendship, i was honest and open about my feelings for her. Which had been difficult for me in the past. She waited 2 months to say anything to me about it, and cut ties with me right before she left for college. We now havent spoken at all in 7 months. I just want some hope that she'll want to be in each others lives again. We had been so close and had a strong relationship and i just dont understand how she could just end it. I miss her so much and I dont stop thinking about her. But i would like my own distractions as well. So far moving on hasn't happened. And i know shes not gonna want to come back to someone who is depressed all the time. I dont know what to do, can anyone offer support?