Sometimes I forget that my mom has always been there for me. Even though I'm not out to her, and can't talk to her about girl troubles or my loneliness, I can at least have a shoulder to lean on. Why not spend some time with your parents? Spend some quality time with your mom or dad, or whoever is your guardian, and I'm sure you'll feel a bit better.
I know... But still, any sort of love, even platonic, can help you feel better and look forward to better days. That's what I meant
I've had this feeling multiple times, and I can relate somewhat to how you are feeling. Try not to fret over being lonely in a "I do not have a boyfriend" kind of way. Just focus on enjoying life and try to interact with your friends and family A LOT. I tend to find when I just have fun, the lonely feeling goes away. About not being in a relationship: I know it's hard. Especially if people around you are getting together or whatnot. You just need to wait. There is someone out there who is just... waiting for you too. In the meantime, make new friends, be sociable and stuffs!! XD That's the best way to cure loneliness. I hope I didn't waste your time. Feel free to message me. See ya! Kael~
I have that feeling and I cant really talk to my family about half of the things I need to. It is like I am leading a double life. I just started writing and it helps me a lot. But I also wish I had someone I could tell everything to...