Hi, First: I know i am Gay cause everytime i see a naked sexy guy i feel excited !! But i hate it, every night i wish i can become straight to have a normal life . Second: This year i just met a guy in my classroom and i feel attracted to him however not in a sexual way ! I am pretty sure i love him i want to become his best friend, to speak a lot with him , to share secrets but i dont think it's reciprocal cause he never start the conversation with me or ask me about something ... I'm always the one who start to talk with him sometimes i feel like i am disturbing him ! Well even if i am gay ( I wish i wasn't ) i dont want to have a sexual relation with him, just to be best friend. Well Need help dont know what do !! ....
