On some days, I love being a lesbian. Others, its really hard. I come from a super conservative family. I am a Christ Follower myself, and know God made me a lesbian. However, my parents have a hard time accepting it. Actually, they don't accept it at all. They won't let me wear my rainbow band in the house. Or talk about homosexuality. I get praised for not wearing my band. In this case, its hard to accept who I am. And its hard for me especially in my home. Yes, I do have straight allies, but some days it really hard for me to accept it, moreso around my parents. My parents do not want me wearing the band in church either. When I told him (my dad) I was a lesbian, his face got red. He wasn't angry, but some of my counselors at school suggest embarrassment or being ashamed. This makes it hard to accept who I am. Please help. :help::help::help:
I think it is sad that you get praised for not wearing your rainbow band because like you said it makes it harder for you to accept yourself.
You might look into attending a gay-friendly church. Also, remember your sexuality is no one else's business. It's hard when your parents aren't accepting, but you should remember that their acceptance should not determine your happiness.
