Me falling for straight men is happening a little too often than what i'd consider acceptable. It's not fun at all.The thing is,I'm not attracted to feminine men.I don't hate them,I'm not a bigot but It just ain't my cup of tea.But they're the only ones that are open about being gay. I'm aware that masc gays exist but they're almost never out .I'm probably an exception. I want a guy that I can play sports or workout with and play video games and watch sports with pizza and beer. I once tried to open my mind and date a more flaming guy,It was a disaster for both of us. I wasn't happy at all. The gay scene here is just crap,its virtually dead. I doubt I'll ever meet someone here .I'm even contemplating leaving and continuing my studies in Vancouver or Montreal even though the jobs and the good pay are here. I know moving to another city just to get laid or get dates sounds really shallow,but I am running out of ideas
